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“War is the necessary means to a bloody and violent end”
I could not have been the first person in recorded history to say those very words but for now….I am owning them.
There has been countless moments in the history of High Octane Wrestling that the company, or even myself, were on their deathbeds. One moment away from certain death.
Only to kick out.
Again.
And Again.
I have often said that the pro wrestling business was like crack and it was only a matter of time before you made your way back to it…..no matter how many times you swore it off.
HOW has always been my ultimate drug.
Good or bad this company and I will ultimately meet our ultimate demise and become a footnote in the long and chaotic history of ‘wrasslin.
I am not exactly sure what compelled me to sit behind a keyboard tonight and pound out this blog. In the past I would put pen to paper and write out a good ol Best Bets and see how many feathers I could ruffle.
Long gone are the days of me trying to use tough love to give people a kick in the ass that they deserve.
Now?
The inmates run the asylum and the world has grown soft.
You call anyone ANYTHING and there is an online lynch mob out there somewhere ready to pounce.
The NBA has load management to manage their softness.
Pro Wrestling has social media to help keep the companies soft.
Make no mistake…pro wrestling has the most toxic fans in the world. Not only does each and every fan believe they are smarter than every owner out there….they also know what’s best for each and every pro wrestler out there as well.
They know when a wrestler should win…..lose…..and when.
They know the exact way each show should be formatted for television…..when there should be commercial breaks…and what and when commentators should say specific words.
I have asked myself countless times if it was worth it to still be in the game……to still put out a weekly product.
Is it truly valued?
Do folks even give a fuck if High Octane Wrestling is around anymore?
I awoke from a coma and did not recognize the company that I gave birth to over 20 years ago.
Gone was a roster filled with killers who could decimate an opponent on the microphone and in the ring.
Today the roster walks on eggshells not wanting to hurt each others feelings and often can be seen backstage congratulating each other on their efforts….wins or losses be damned.
What in the actual fuck is that?
As much as I despise social media I know it’s a necessary evil to the promotion of the company and to keep the name out there somewhat.
When I am on there all I see is lynch mob keyboard warriors talking shit about everything out there……but God forbid you talk about THEM…..then it’s a problem.
Then they need to talk to someone about their feelings.
Then they need confirmation that everyone still loves them.
A bunch of walking fucking hypocrites.
All of them.
All of you.
I see it in High Octane Wrestling constantly.
It is a culture of folks trying to pop a couple of their so called buddies by talking shit about one person….but god forbid that person stick up for themselves and talk shit back.
Then there is a problem.
Now we have to make special mentions of those that are the supposed issue…..well the rest of the folks point and laugh at the problem.
How in the royal fuck does that make any sense?
Do not get me started on the fucking pigeons either. Those that pretend to be a part of the company…and fans of the company….only to contribute absolutely NOTHING but jumping in once in a blue moon to shit on someone somewhere online.
Fuck off.
I woke up to all of this.
I hate it.
I am at a place where I have to decide if this is worth continuing to do.
I still have health issues.
I still have staff and roster issues.
Do I have the energy to continue on basically on my own? I have asked my question before. As I stated previously…this is not the first time myself or the company have been on the brink of death.
I dodged the last bullet.
Can the company dodge another one?
That is the question that needs an answer and only one person can answer that….
Lee Motherfucking Best.